survivor4christ
03-22-2003, 05:26 PM
I was just in my bedroom seeking God, listening to the preaching on Bro. Rutledge's site, and a few of my neighbors started yelling outside of my window, cursing at me telling me to turn down the preaching.
I do not shout and listen too often. I am a law abiding resident of this apt. complex. And if the Spirit of the Lord leads me to worship Him for the victory, then I am gonna do just that.
These people have been very disrespectful towards me and my kids from the moment we stepped foot into this neighborhood. That devil is mad b/c I got the victory in my spirit. My computer is no more louder than the boom boxes and woofers they sport up and down this neighborhood right in front of my door at all hours of the night. I have a right to praise God!
Please pray for us for divine protection and that God will touch these neighbors to live for God and stop letting the devil use them. My kids and I have suffered enough at the hands of these demons.
Love, Sis. Wenona
Hnovilla
03-22-2003, 09:32 PM
Lord Jesus, you spoke by the writings of your apostle and said that "...where sin abounds, the grace of God does much more abound." We thank you, Lord, for abounding if the heart of my sister, and now we ask you to "...much more abound ..." in the hearts and minds of those who would torment her or in any way come against her.
You know her neighbors, Lord, and you are the only ONE that truly knows how to reach them. We thank you because we can call upon you and ask according to YOUR will, and not ours, Lord. We pray and thank you in your precious Name of Jesus. Amen
ddc101
03-22-2003, 11:06 PM
Sis.Survivor,
I am praying for you.You are more of a light than you know.
Hang in there.Start seeking God for a move etc.Are you still without a job? Seek Gods will concerning this and go to your pastor for counsel.God has something better for his child than to take that kind of junk.He wants to be your husband and take care of you.Not the state or the welfare but Jesus.Lv sis.c
survivor4christ
03-23-2003, 02:25 AM
I am working on another temporary job, temp to perm. It does not pay all that much, but it is something coming in.
Going through warfare on the job, too. It has been just a week since I have been there and they talk about the way I dress, my hair, laugh at me. I knew it was the enemy from the start, but I said, No, devil, I like this job and God has me here for a reason.
Found out that one of the main ones who talked about me has cancer. I heard this and fought back tears for her, I feel so sorry for her. If she does not get rid of this bitterness, this cancer will kill her. Keep them in your prayers, too. The cancer victim is Theresa. The others God is laying heavy on my heart is Katara, Laura, Nicole, Denise. God led me to another Christian there and we are praying as well.
I know God is my husband now. And is taking care of us, SIs. Cooper. Whenever I put my hands in the meal barrel, there is always more than I expected. Go to my bank account and it always has money in it, don't even know how it got there! I just praise God for His Provision. He is showing out in these last days.
I told my mom that God wants to use me to be a testimony to other single moms out there that you don't have to prostitute yourself out here to feed your kids. Tried to get food stamps and the state is acting funny, I said that is okay, My God shall supply all my needs according to HIS riches in glory! My kids haven't went hungry yet!
I know a lot of it the opposition I face back here, everywhere, is jealousy. Many do not know how I can continue to walk in divine provision. Pay a car note, rent, bills, get more furniture (much needed furniture). And no man. They see this, they see me w/o a man. In the past two days I have had two or three different people ask me where is my man? I need a man to help me out. One was the guy from the car dealership where I brought the car; it had been acting up and they wouldn't, couldn't, give me a loaner. The guy felt bad for me and gave me and Dominic, the baby, a ride home. Started meddling in my personal affairs; this made me angry. But I told my mom that Jesus is my man and if folk won't help me, He will. When my mother and my father forsake me, then the Lord will take me up. They think I am crazy to stay here so far from home by myself with these kids. But I have to follow God, no matter what, and trust Him.
I love you guys. You will never know how much of a blessing you all are to me. My own family thinks I am crazy and irresponsible, do not understand me. Church, well, unfortunately, b/c of the anointing on my life, I continue to fight the Saul spirit in many places. I have very few real friends, they can hang with me as long as I do what they want, but then don't let me start following after the leading of the Holy Ghost, then they get weird, too.
I know it may have seemed weird or petty that I would request prayer for this, but you all just don't know what me and my kids have been through back here. And as I praised God, those people were literally inciting some sort of neighborhood riot against me; I heard them saying they would go to the mgr., tried to get me kicked out of here. I do not party, do drugs, hoard boarders or others in my apt. But every now and then I have to break forth in a praise in here. It is a stronghold back here, and it does not like me here b/c I am a light, my kids are a light. The baby was in here the other day praising God and dancing b/4 the Lord, I told him keep praising God. He is going to get the Holy Ghost really soon, b/c he is a praiser. Glory be to the Lord!
My oldest has witnessed to two of his friends about Jesus, the moms made them stop hanging together, but I believe a seed was planted. My daughter is also very bold for Jesus; the neighborhood kids still call her garbage girl, it makes her cry but I tell her to hold her head up high and know God will send real friends who appreciate her boldness and love for Jesus.
I did not mean to say this much, but I feel I can share my heart, and my testimony, with you all...
My GNC family
Love you,
Sis. Wenona
Sandy
03-27-2003, 10:31 AM
Sister Wenona,
My husband and I will be praying for you and your family. PTL for your faithfulness to the Lord too. You are such a light to all of us.
BroDane
04-13-2003, 03:07 AM
I dont think you are crazy..Neither does Jesus...
Keep livin fer HIM! :)
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