NEEDED Immediately: A mother's heart in prayer!

[Marie]

Hi Sisters:)
I know this is very long, but please bear with me, I need to pour out my heart!
There is a Daughter of our Father in urgent need of prayer! She needs the prayers of one with a mother's heart. Will you pray? Her name is Jodi. She was raised in the church, married young and left the church. Her mother died when she (Jodi) was only 16 or 17. She has been in and out of the church for the past 10 or 11 years. Her husband left her a year ago, just days before their 4th child was born. Her and her children came to live with me during and after the break-up and she began to turn to me as to a mother, even telling people that I am the Grandmother of her children. She has become like my own daughter. When her baby was born, I was there with her. After the birth, Jodi went into a deep depression and asked me to take over the care of her children. Then she turned to drugs and partying, hiding herself away in her room when she was home. I cared for the kids like my own, the baby (and sometimes the others) sharing my room. When baby was 3 months old, she decided she did wanted to move out. Which meant we would all have to move, because I couldn't keep the house on my own. Baby was to come and live with me and we were to begin the adoption process. When I was in the midst of moving into my small 2bedroom apartment, she asked me to take the other kids! So I talked to the rental agency, they would not let me out of the lease, nor would they let me have the kids. The baby was alright, but not the others. I did not know that she had already called Social Services and told them to come and take the 3 older kids! Had I known this, I would have gladly given up my apartment and payed the penalty fee. I told them (SS) if they would find me suitable accomodations, I would take all of them. But then Jodi decided she did not want to look like a "bad Mom" (her words):cry: and she signed a 3 month "voluntary" (sp) agreement. During this time she was to straighten up her life. When baby was 6 months old (still with me), she suddenly decided she wanted the baby back:cry: because she did not want people to think bad of her. She does not love this baby with the love of a mother. She can't even stand to be with him for more that a couple of hours! She told me at one point that she "can't stand" her youngest daughter. Anyway, the kids all went back to Mom and were very neglected. Mom continued in the drugs and partying, even leaving the kids alone for hours at a time. Baby spent more time at my place than at home.(he would have nothing to do with Mom) After all, I had been his mother for his first months!(she would not let me see the kids all of Dec.) In January, the kids were removed from the home and she blames me. Mom promtly moved to Dawson Creek, (3 days travel) to live with a man she met via internet chat rooms and informed SS that she wanted her kids back and would move them to Dawson. The social worker would like to place the children with me, but they can not do this without Jodi's permission. I don't care that she blames me, but she will not let the kids see me. To them, I am their Grandmother, the only constant in their lives. They feel safe and loved here. The Foster parents let me see them on baby's 1st birthday and she hit the roof. That was March 9, the last time I saw them until I got a call from the Social Worker yesterday, telling me that the two youngest children would be going with her (SW) today, up to Dawson to live with their Mom. The foster parents are very concerned (as am I) because they have not seen or talked to their mom for 2 months. The baby would have nothing to do with her before she left! What is going to happen now? I am not there to take the kids when she can't stand them. Please, please pray!! My heart is broken! The best thing that could happen (and I pray it does!) is for Jodi to get back to God and be the mother she needs to be. But if not, she needs to agree that the kids need to be here where they are loved, safe and cared for!
:cry: I miss my babies! The two older kids are going to join the others after school lets out for summer.
Would you also pray for myself and Esther(my daughter), that we can put these children (including Jodi)into the hands of One who loves them more than we ever could! (And trust Him!)
Marie

[Angel234112002]

I will pray with you....God knows All

[ddc101]

Sister Marie,
I prayed with a sister at church for almost the same situation.
Heres what I shared with her.
There was a woman in the scriptures whose sons were the sons of a king.They were taken out and hanged.She kept the birds off their bodies so they would not devour them.Then finally the new king came and took the bodies down and buried them with the royal family because they were the sons of a King.
Heres the deal.This woman is a backslider.She was once the daughter of the King of Kings.She is dead in sin and trespasses.
Keep the Spirits off of her that she not be physically devoured until the King comes for her and puts her into her rightful place.
....hint....buries her in Jesus Christ.
Do not give up.
I am dealing with a young woman who has lost three children
to welfare and is a crack addict.She gets out of jail in a week.They know her well down at jail.She never had to go through this because she first received the H.G as a child.
The enemy has about totally destroyed her flesh and she is in last stages of HIV.Imagine that a young girl who used to come with me when I was a single evangelist preach revivals.
Her mom has about given up hope.But I know that Jesus can do all things and do them well.The psychologists tell her to exercise tough love but I say give her love in great abundance and do what Jesus said.Turn the other cheek.If she ask for a coat give her a cloak also.We have to love with the love of God.This is what is going to win her to Jesus.
Don't ever let the Devil put his arm over your shoulder and show you through the eyes of flesh.Take the hands of Jesus the Master and step up on higher ground and see her through faith.When we look through carnal eyes we do not release faith and the devil knows it.When we release faith things are done in the Spirit realm.See her saved and set free and filled with the Holy Ghost.After all Jesus can do everything.Not Marie but Jesus.Marie is not God and Marie runs out of answers but Jesus has the answer in his hand.
P.S.I have a feeling this lady resents the loss of that marriage.

[Marie]

Thank you Angel for the prayers.

Sis Cooper, thank you so much. I have just been going through some pictures and happened to come accross some pictures of Jodi and Steve when they came back to church about 3 years ago. She is so precious, Sis Cooper! I long to see her back in the arms of Jesus! She was so happy when she was living for God and a very sweet girl. There are pictures of her and some other girls that have also quit coming to church. There are 3 or 4 of them that came back at the same time. In each picture they are praying for each other! All young single moms now, except one. It is so sad to see the pictures and look at their lives now. It makes me weep for their souls and I am only their "adopted mom". These girls are God's children, how He must feel for them!

I was just thinking about the girls praying for each other. It reminded me of that wonderful comforting feeling I felt the other night. (I tried to describe it in another thread) I refuse to let that go! The devil can try to get me down and try to make me look at the here and now, but I refuse! God gave me a love and burden for those girls for a reason! They are so precious! And each of their children is a treasure! When those girls were praying for each other, I believe that those prayers will reach them now, 3 years later! They have drifted apart and away from God, but they will be back! God is already there taking care of things and I need to keep that in mind. Doesn't He love them more than I do? They are His babies, all of them!
When I wrote that post this morning, I was more concerned about the kids being cared for and what they are going through. And I am still concerned. But, more than anything, I want to see Jodi back where she belongs, in the arms of her Father!
Now, what I don't understand is, how can I feel so confident that God will take care of them, but there is still a struggle going on inside of me. I feel like I'm being torn in two! One minute I am so angry with Jodi for not taking care of the kids and causing this trouble for them and my heart is breaking for the kids. The next my heart is breaking for Jodi! If it would help her, I would pack up and move there tomorrow! I know that I can do nothing for her myself, but God has given me this great love for her. I just want to take her in my arms and let her know that I DO still care. But more than that, that Jesus still cares!
You know Sis Cooper, I think the hardest thing for a mother to do is let go of her children and give them to God. Jodi may not be my flesh and blood daughter, but she is a daughter of the heart! Does that make sence? God gave her to me to love and nurture and I have made some choices that may have put a wall between us, but that doesn't make the love any less.
I am sorry, I don't mean to ramble on, I guess I am just trying to sort out my conflicting feelings.
Aren't we strange creatures! lol Sometimes, I can almost see God standing there watching us and just shaking His head.:)

[BurningforJesus]

Sister, I will be praying for you all in this mixed up situation. My heart goes out to you all.
I understand the conflict and no you are not rambling but sharing. The best thing we can do is be on our knees in prayer for this family and for you and your daughter.
Remember you are not alone in this, you have many sisters in Christ reading this thread and praying also.
Lift up your eyes to the Lord and He will be your strength and song. Continue to praise Him and thank Him for the victorious outcome that will come about. Not in our time, but in His time and in His way.

[Marie]

Thank you Burning
Sometimes when you ask someone to pray, you can wonder if they really mean that the are going to pray is it just an empty promise. And then there are times that you ask someone and KNOW that they are going to pray and not just a quick prayer, but that they are going to spend time with Jesus. When I ask for prayer here, I KNOW someone Is going to be praying!
lol There I go crying again. I think this is another "group-hug" situation! You are all so special.
:)

[ddc101]

Sister Marie you are these womens spiritual mama.Yes it feels like a real mom.Because its what it is.Only the word of God is true all else is only false or temporary.Only eternal things will really last.
What you are fighting is the FLESH.It is doubt.So kill it on your knees.Take this to God in fasting.How about Friday? I will gladly fast with you for Jodi and this situation? Email me.Not pm but email and tell me yes or we'll pick another day.It matters not to me.If anyone else reading this wants to unify for this effort feel welcome.Just let Marie know.lv sis.c

[Marie]

Thank you Sis Cooper
The email is on the way

[BurningforJesus]

Sister Marie, I want to fast and pray tomorrow my time. That is probably while you are trying to sleep!! I will try not to make too much noise so I don't wake you :):):)
I am hoping to fast the breakfast and lunch but not sure about lunch as deaf people trying to arrange to come over to visit me. But have been praying for you today and for Sis Survivor and will do same tomorrow in the morning.
Keep looking up. Coz your Redeemer draws near!!!
Burning.

[Marie]

Thank you Sister Burning:) :)
Haha Where are you anyway?

[BurningforJesus]

Praise the Lord Sister Marie, I am way over in Australia. I want to let you now that is Friday morning, 9.15am and I am going to start praying soon....
When you all pray please pray 4 my daughter Emma and our family, as it has all blown up again. She came home drunk and I would say as high as a kite last nite. My husband is not very happy, in fact last night he gave me very strong hints that if she wasn't here when her gets home from work tonight it would be a good thing.. That is not exactly the words. But he has again handed over the headship to me and doesn't even realize it. Emma will be here tonight and we are going to get the victory and I know God has everything in hand.
He is in control of these situations that we find ourselves in and He knows exactly what is going to happen.
He is our refuge, and our strength in time of trouble and He is our High tower where we can go for shelter. His hand covers us when we dwell in the secret place of the Most High.
Greater is He that lives in me than he that lives in this world. We are going to see VICTORY through this Sister Marie!!!
So if any one else is there on line and wants to join the prayer time feel welcome to cos our prayers are heard by the Almighty God. He is High and lifted up and He is worthiy of our praise!!!

[Marie]

Praise the Lord! Sister Burning, I was just thinking that with this time difference, there will be someone praying and fasting day and night! Better than that, you have reached tomorrow before me and God is already taking care of the tomorrow before you! Hehe :) Kinda sounds funny. :confused: But I think you will know what I mean. ;)
Yes, I will continue to pray for Emma and your family.

I feel like "dancin and shoutin" right now!
:banana: :banana: :banana:

[justavessel4him]

Sis Marie,
I just now saw your prayer request. I will pray for all of you. I would also like to put Jodi's name on the Prodigal Prayer page on my web site if that would be okay with you.

[Marie]

What is your web site? I think it would be ok. I wish I had a scanner, I just got a recent family picture that the foster parents gave me that I would like to post. I haven't heard any news. Probably won't unless Jodi decides to call the foster parents.
Thank you.

[ddc101]

Amen Sisters,
God is able to do exceeding and abundantly above all we ask or even think according to the power that worketh in us.Its not by might nor power but by his Spirit.We can only go so far in the flesh.But in the spirit we can run marathons around the devil.
lv sis.c

[ddc101]

Sister Burning,
How is Emma? sis.c

[Marie]

Sister Martha, I just found your web site! It is wonderful!

Sister's please pray for Lisa.(one of my girls) I can't give details, except that she has 4 young children and is trying to come back to church.

I am not sure what to do in this situation, except to just be there for her and pray for her. Please pray for wisdom as I speak with her and that I would be sensitive to Gods direction.

[ddc101]

Lord in the name of Jesus touch Lisa right now.Make all her crooked paths straight.Draw her by your Spirit.Give her strength to overcome the pull of the enemy of her soul.Renew her in the Holy Ghost and make her feet like hinds feet and able to go up to high places in the Spirit realm.Give her great influence over her family.Let her children draw close to you.Make her a great example for them.Bring her close to her mom and bless that relationship abundantly.You are able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all we ask or think according to the power that worketh in us.In Jesus Name.lv sis.c

[Marie]

What a beautiful prayer, Sister Cooper.:cry: God is doing wonderful things in our church and I just know that these girls will be apart of what is happening. We need to be revived from within before we can be ready for the ingathering of souls that is at the door! The last three or four services have been so different. Not powerful worship services, but deep cleansing preaching and teaching. I don't know how else to describe it. I feel about to burst!
God is working in this complex where some of us live. The mothers and children have been gathering in my back yard and we have been getting to know each other. And I really believe that some of these children will soon be in Sunday School! And these "girls" (the mothers) will be in church! I would like to start a Bible study, but the time is not right. Soon though, I think. There is a group of 10-12 year olds that have been the "trouble makers" here. They have also been hanging around the back yard a bit and I have had opportunity to spend time with them. I really need wisdom! They are just looking for someone to love them and give them some attention. It would be awesome to start a youth games time in the community center here. I am kind of thinking about starting with a game of "kick the can" or something. I feel about to burst! Much like I felt as I watched Jodi give birth to Brandon last year. :)
Praise God, He is so good and merciful! And I am sooo glad He goes ahead of us and prepares things! I can't imagine how He feels watching all these babies ready to be born!!!

[katartismos]

Marie,

I'm sure God worked everything out according to His will....how is everything going?